That was a part of me that never made me proud, right now I think I would try anything

[mr_angel]

I stood there watched her walk away. What was it with my being on this end of things? This wasn't the first time I'd watched Faith walk away from me, but at least this time she didn't say she hated me though I wouldn't be surprised if she did right now. She said it was okay. It. It was okay. At least this time she said she'd try with me. And

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[mr_angel]

His tone changed and I watched him curiously as he tilted his neck to the side. He wanted to go that route? Then as he continued, my eyes darkened. Sit here and sulk? He was pushing me again and hey guess what Faith wasn't here to watch and we weren't being studied in some fucking room. He didn't think sulking was a good idea? Well, fine. I wouldn't.

I stood up from the ground, facing him and took a step forward. My eyes flicked to the exposed spot on his neck then back at him. He was offering to leave? If I wanted.

"What I want." Reaching out quickly, I grabbed hold of his neck and squeezed my fingers around it. I didn't bother to answer that except I pulled him closer with my hold on his neck then pushed him forward roughly away from me.

I was on him quickly, knocking him back into a tree. Boxing him in with my hands, I leaned forward and eyed the mark again. Still there. "Whatever works for me?" Eyeing him carefully, I shifted features and moved one of my hands off the tree and took a rough hold of his hair, jerking his head to the side. It wasn't necessary, but I'd done this enough to know Harry appreciated it.

My fingers tightened in his hair as I leaned forward and sank my teeth into his neck another time. Still fucking amazing.

[ny_city_boy]

As soon as he stood up I knew I pressed the right button. He was on me fast and I found myself being cornered against a tree. Might be a vampire, but I was still his prey when he wanted to get rough.

Licking my lips, I felt his fingers in my hair, jerking my head sharply to the side and then there was that familiar sting. Teeth ripping into my neck hard enough to hurt in all the right places and I couldn't help but say, "Thank you, Daddy." It came out somewhere between a hiss and purr, but my body was already reacting to him.

I pressed against him, turning my head a little more to the side to give him better access as I felt the blood rush through me. It was still an intense ride. He drank from me and I liked it more each time.

When he pulled back just enough to look at me, I had a glazed look in my eyes that had nothing to do with drugs and everything to do with what he did to me. "You know, those quiz results, I don't think they were all that accurate with most people."

I was doing the look again even though I didn't mean to use it on him. It's not like it really effected him anyway. My hand rested on his chest as I tilted up my chin and said in a silky smooth tone, "I mean, Kennedy only plays for the girls team and I spent years in all boys boarding schools. I'm pretty sure my oral exams ended up with higher marks than her's did."

[mr_angel]

He pressed against me as I continued to drink from him and jesus there wasn't any goo, but that didn't seem to fucking matter right now. There was just something about his blood that kept me wanting more and it was different than it had been in that room and reaching that high. This wasn't better, but it wasn't worse.

Once I pulled back, I licked some of his blood from my lips and let out a low growl at the mention of the quiz result. A fucking quiz? Didn't know why I'd taken the thing in the first place.

I didn't bother moving an inch, but just listened as he continued, acutely aware of how close he was and his hand on my chest. He thought that did he? The hand I still had in his hair tightened more and I pressed his back harder into the tree.

My body was already reacting to him be it the biting or closeness or the way he was looking and speaking. "So I guess your's wasn't true either then?" I asked him. Somehow I doubted it stopped with nibbling.

I moved my eyes over his face, not really sure what I was looking for, then settled on his eyes again. It was only for a moment though because I jerked his head forward and crashed his lips into mine and let him taste exactly what I craved from him more each time I drank.

[ny_city_boy]

I'm not sure what I expected, but when he kissed me hard enough that I could taste my blood in the kiss, well that wasn't expected. My fingers found their way into his hair, but I didn't pull it. Instead I raked through it enough to make him feel it before running my hand down his back. This was more intimate than he had allowed me to go before. Had a feeling he wasn't much into guys, but I also had a feeling I wasn't the first.

Why was I thinking about Spike now? Right. They went way back and from the same line. They had to of gone there a few times at least, yeah? Not about to bring that up now. I damn sure needed to stop thinking about it. Did Angel teach Spike how to use his mouth? Right, not thinking about this now.

When he broke the kiss and stepped back just a bit from me, I thought about his question. "I don't know. I guess I nibble all right, but really that isn't my specialty."

I moved away from the tree when he stepped back again and stared at me. Circling him, I moved slowly, gracefully until I finally stopped in front of him. He was still watching me. Like he was trying to figure me out.

"Do you believe me or are you more of an actions speak louder than words kind of guy?"

Well. He wasn't brooding anymore.

[mr_angel]

My face shifted back as he stopped in front of me and I kept watching him. Did he get what he wanted out of me? Yeah, probably. I was off my ass and wasn't too worried about the conversation I'd had with Faith earlier. Oh sure it was still rolling around in my mind, but right now? Pushing past it.

He might have gotten a little over what he expected, but right now I was more concerned with what he wanted. And with what I wanted.

Tilting my head to the side slightly, I let a smile tug at the corner of my mouth at his question. "I'm a demon and a vampire. What do you think?" I stepped forward, all the while watching him so close.

I was the vampire who took actions into his own hands before bothering to speak to anyone about anything. Wonder if it passed down.

Moving closer, I cocked an eyebrow at him. "I have a feeling I already know the answer, but the question now is which are you?"

[ny_city_boy]

He smiled a bit as he told me what he was. Well, he hinted at what he was. I sort of already suspected, but this was a tricky subject. I didn't want to overstep a line that he didn't want crossed.

"I think you know exactly what I am," I said in a soft tone as I dropped to my knees in front of him in one perfectly graceful move. My hands rested easily on my knees as I looked up at him.

"You made me after all."

He was staring down at me and I waited for a couple of moments to let my words sink in. It was important that he understood exactly what I was saying to him because that was what made me different than just about anyone else he had around him. He owned me completely and I was more than ok with that. I liked being his possession.

"Can I show you, please?" I asked, and didn't move except to look up and study the expressions that reflected in his eyes. It was all about asking nicely and waiting for permission to be granted. Though, I wasn't sure, but it looked like maybe he was a little surprised that I took action this way.

[mr_angel]

I raised my chin slighty, but still stared down at him just the same as I had been. He dropped to his knees in front of me and restated how I was the one who had made him. Yeah, I had. Something he already told me he was grateful for. The private letters we'd exchanged came to mind and the things we'd talked about.

History of the Aurelian line, obsession, possession, that room. Some which were starting to come into play right now. I was obsessive in that room and since then and fuck if it stopped now.

I stared intently down at him and gave a small nod. "Yeah. Show me." Actions were louder than words after all.

Though sometimes words just made it sweeter especially when the right ones were used. "Show me."

FADED TO BLACK BUT MMMM MMM SAVORS IT SUP SUP

[ny_city_boy]

Permission granted and it almost came off as a challenge. I'd talked a good game and now it was the moment of truth; could I back my words with my other oral skills? I smirked up at him as I moved closer and took a moment to savor the moment.

The fact was he was allowing us to take whatever we had between us to another level. I'd said in the elevator that I would never kick him out of bed for eating crackers, but I never imagine we would find ourselves here. I thought about Faith and then I pushed the thoughts away.

It wasn't that I considered this a violation of trust because the fact was things had changed with all of it. The moment he turned me, I became his, but really he had a part of me from the moment we needed up in that room together. That didn't mean I loved Faith any less. Him letting me do this didn't mean he loved her less either. It was separate and it was something that only the two of us could understand. Besides, it wasn't anyones business but our own.

Like everything else I had done since I met him, I took my time and paid careful attention to prove to him that I wasn't a liar when it came to him. If I said I would do something, I did it. If I say I am confident I have certain abilities that he may find impressive then I make damn sure to impress him. At this way I knew I wasn't running off later to see the kids and leaving him still brooding. Not that he probably wouldn't still be torn up because even my skills couldn't fix a broken heart, but it would remind him that in the jungle or on the beach, I'd make it back to him just like I said I would.