Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this?
I didn't know what to do.
I guess that's what it all boiled down to, right? And what else would be new? I didn't know what to do, or how to act, or what the right decision was. I always kinda sucked at makin' those kind've calls but it wasn't like I could ask B or Angel to do it for me. I had to make the decision and the stakes were a little too ( Read more... )
I guess that's what it all boiled down to, right? And what else would be new? I didn't know what to do, or how to act, or what the right decision was. I always kinda sucked at makin' those kind've calls but it wasn't like I could ask B or Angel to do it for me. I had to make the decision and the stakes were a little too ( Read more... )
"When I was a kid my mom, she was always wrapped up in all of these guys, ya know? Like me and my sister didn't even exist when they were around. And they'd be makin' her all these promises all the time and she'd eat it the fuck up. They never kept 'em of course, always just in and out treatin' her like shit and she'd go back for more."
Where was I going with this little confession? I think I was tryin' to make a point in there somewhere, I better get to it though cause Angel looked confused.
"That probably would've gone on forever if I hadn't left or the last one hadn't finally just killed her. But it didn't even matter to her, you could look in her eyes but nobody was lookin' back. She was totally gone, she wasn't even alive. We weren't enough for her. I don't wanna be like that. I don't wanna be wrapped up in this drama with you and Harry anymore. I told Harry he could see the kids but I have a few conditions. He has to be tied up and I want Connor and Kennedy there with me until he can prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that he's no threat to Alexia or Tyler. And you need to prove that to me too, because until then I don't want you anywhere near them or me."
I watched him carefully but it was always hard to make out exactly what was goin' on in Angel's head. That was partly why he was so dangerous. I took a step back from him.
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't want you, and I don't want Harry. If you love me or whatever like you say you do, you'll back off."
Cause I always believed it when people told me that they loved me. Not.
With that I turned around and started headin' back down the beach, this eerily familiar feeling stayin' with me the whole way.
Another one bites the dust.
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