Since you asked...
I painted my room! Well, the first coat at least. It's gonna take like 2 I think. It's like a light lime green, very neato lookin. I got a new comforter too so it all matches and looks really cool. I changed my speakers on my stereo to red and it all matches now.
---->Come over if you wanna see!<----
All I have to do is the other coat and put my room back together. Everything is kind of bunched up in the middle. If I had a digital camera, I'd show you but, hah. I don't.
Things I still need to get are a corkboard and a filing cabinet. I'm afraid to ask my parents though because they just spent 20 bucks on paint and like 100 on my new bed stuff. I feel kind of bad that they spent this much, but I also ask myself...why the heck are they agreeing to it all? My parents aren't normally like this...
...and I now realize why. They made me leave Jon for some stupid reasons. They feel bad about it. Now they're trying to make it up to me by doing all of these nice things.
TOO BAD WE'RE NOT REALLY BROKEN UP, RIGHT? THATS JUST WHAT THEY THINK!
They don't know we're still together and they don't want me to ever see him again. Hmm...I wonder how this is gonna work out...
...it's not.
I need a car. Pretty darn badly. I want to be in all of these clubs at school, but my parents will just whine about how they don't want to pick me up and they want me to leave on the bus. Right after school. If I had a car, I wouldn't need to worry about all of this. It's just another item on my bitch list.
As for the clubs/other activities...
-IBSO
-Key Club
-Soccer
-Volleyball
-Art Club
-Possibly Mu Alpha Theta
-Who knows what else will pop up...I'm sure the list will continue to grow.
This year, things are gonna change. I'm gonna change. I need to be more of a student, more organized and prioritized. I'm going to do my homework, and I'm going to study for tests.
I'm not doing this for me, or because I want to. It's to prove my family wrong and become somebody. I'm going to college, graduating with flying colors, and continuing on with a very respectable carreer.
I'm leaving this hell hole as soon as I can.
Sorry this is so long, I haven't posted in a while.
Call me if you want to hang out as the final days of summer drag out. 9545511148
---->Come over if you wanna see!<----
All I have to do is the other coat and put my room back together. Everything is kind of bunched up in the middle. If I had a digital camera, I'd show you but, hah. I don't.
Things I still need to get are a corkboard and a filing cabinet. I'm afraid to ask my parents though because they just spent 20 bucks on paint and like 100 on my new bed stuff. I feel kind of bad that they spent this much, but I also ask myself...why the heck are they agreeing to it all? My parents aren't normally like this...
...and I now realize why. They made me leave Jon for some stupid reasons. They feel bad about it. Now they're trying to make it up to me by doing all of these nice things.
TOO BAD WE'RE NOT REALLY BROKEN UP, RIGHT? THATS JUST WHAT THEY THINK!
They don't know we're still together and they don't want me to ever see him again. Hmm...I wonder how this is gonna work out...
...it's not.
I need a car. Pretty darn badly. I want to be in all of these clubs at school, but my parents will just whine about how they don't want to pick me up and they want me to leave on the bus. Right after school. If I had a car, I wouldn't need to worry about all of this. It's just another item on my bitch list.
As for the clubs/other activities...
-IBSO
-Key Club
-Soccer
-Volleyball
-Art Club
-Possibly Mu Alpha Theta
-Who knows what else will pop up...I'm sure the list will continue to grow.
This year, things are gonna change. I'm gonna change. I need to be more of a student, more organized and prioritized. I'm going to do my homework, and I'm going to study for tests.
I'm not doing this for me, or because I want to. It's to prove my family wrong and become somebody. I'm going to college, graduating with flying colors, and continuing on with a very respectable carreer.
I'm leaving this hell hole as soon as I can.
Sorry this is so long, I haven't posted in a while.
Call me if you want to hang out as the final days of summer drag out. 9545511148