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[flytothe_end]

it's been over a year, and
i don't think i've missed you more than
a minute since.

it was nice, though,
in some ridiculous way.

i liked the nights i could win you over,
even if it just consisted of a phone call,
or consent to visit.

strange, though.

how i hated you,
when you probably taught me more than anyone.

we were in the same boat, you and i.
i sometimes wish we still were,
as i would find comfort in knowing
that there was someone else
who is incapable of falling in love.

your birthday is soon,
don't think i forget it.

don't ever think that.