about last night...

[flyrabbit]

I gotta say it was a great evening. We arranged to meet at The Tavern at 8:30. I had thought I was off work at 6, not 7:30, and was completely wrong. So, I had to close up shop fast, do a quick scrub in the sink at work to remove sweat and grime, then hoof it to Cambridge. Luckily, made it in plenty of time, which gave me a chance to buy a rose

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[dalinaama]

Yay! HUGE congratulations, he sounds wonderful!

And, not to sound catty, but: See? SEE how much better you can do?!

(ok, end of comparisons. From now on, he's his own person in my mind, I promise)

[flyrabbit]

Thank you, kiddo. Honestly, I don't think he's better than Kennycat, but he's here, and available, and so fucking hot it makes my mouth dry. He's definitely a 9, which makes me nervous since I'm not, but I can totally live with having a hotter boytoy.

[emcicle]

Honestly, I don't think he's better than Kennycat, but he's here

dude, you are totally gonna have to move past that some day. Maybe not today, and maybe not with this guy.... but someday.... :)

[flyrabbit]

umm....yeah, I'm trying to. Can I have a month or two to work with though, rather than just two weeks? I think I'm doing remarkably well, considering how long we were together. And the whole point of this is that I am developing feelings for someone, which is faster than I thought I would, and healthy for me. I'm doing the best I can.

We still on for tonight?

[emcicle]

We're still on for tonight.

And congratulations on the boytoy. and it's been more than two weeks :P

Seriously, you are taking big steps and i'm very proud of you....

[flyrabbit]

cool about tonight. I'll be there around 7:30. and I'll be so fucking exhausted I won't be able to stand.

its been about two weeks, and I'd rather just let this drop, please, thank you.

thanks again.

[emcicle]

I'll be so fucking exhausted I won't be able to stand.

That's good, cause as you know, all we do is sit.... :)

[flakaseagulls]

for my $0.02 man you're looking at this in a really healthy way--there's no way you can be with someone that long and then be over them in a few weeks or even a few months. it takes a long time and it's great that you're letting yourself feel so that you can honestly leave it behind in the future. and in the mean time you can party it up with Sgt. Granite Ass.

[flyrabbit]

why thank you, kind sir. I am so gonna take your words of kindess to heart. And that ass is marble, not granite. a lot smoother, and much prettier.

[flakaseagulls]

oh sorry. i was confusing his marble with my granite ass. although, you know, marble cracks if you keep digging into it.

[flyrabbit]

thats why you go slow and gentle, and use the right tool

[flakaseagulls]

oh right, i heard that scientists just discovered that jedcock offshoot, supposed to be stronger than carbide.

[flyrabbit]

oh dear, my secret's totally out