(no subject)
Regret= Damn near everything that I have done since graduating from High School
Seriously I wish I could go back and change alot of things that I have done. It depresses me how much i screwed up and how much longer I have left to go. Honestly, I dont know if Med School is what I want anymore. I want it but realistically I dont. I feel like I need to start looking at other options other than being a doctor. I dont know. Who knew the future is so scary? I feel like there are so many obstacles that are in my way, that it just doesn't seem realistic. I think Im just feeling a little down at the moment about things and this is temporary because I really hope it is. I really dont like being this pessimistic
Seriously I wish I could go back and change alot of things that I have done. It depresses me how much i screwed up and how much longer I have left to go. Honestly, I dont know if Med School is what I want anymore. I want it but realistically I dont. I feel like I need to start looking at other options other than being a doctor. I dont know. Who knew the future is so scary? I feel like there are so many obstacles that are in my way, that it just doesn't seem realistic. I think Im just feeling a little down at the moment about things and this is temporary because I really hope it is. I really dont like being this pessimistic