Jun 20, 2003 02:03
Why can't I sleep when I haven't slept in days?
... I have to be at work at 4:30am.
Why can't I keep my mind from spinnin' 'round?
... It's always raining in my head.
Why can't I afford anything but shitty city h2o to drink?
... I am broker than broke.
Why can't I feel like a normal human being?
... I must have really pissed someone off in a past life.
Why can't I find some sort of happiness around here?
... Me, myself, and I aren't very good company and they are all broke and alone too.
Why can't I not keep playing music that isn't helping my mental state right now?
... As depressing at it is, it blends right in.
Why can't I not feel so alone?
... I can't be with the one I love.
Why can't I just give up?
... Vanquishment is not in never falling, but in rising every time we do. Accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.