6 years...
At one point I was close to closing down this account but I'm glad I kept it. I enjoy reading old posts and seeing the evolution of what ultimately became me. Sometimes, some of those old posts are beyond outrageous that it makes me wonder how the hell anyone survives their early 20s. It is like reading about someone I hardly know yet in between the craziness there are glimpses of me. I really should change the title of this journal. It is too gay. I guess it mattered more back then than it does now. In the end it is just a small part of who I am.
In other news, I'm beginning to get a bit bored with all this down time for the holiday season. Send me back to work already. I've been catching up with my reading and some of the films in my Netflix account. I'm sending in my application for school this week, so we'll what happens on that front. Marlene wants me to go to San Diego with her and her friend Becky, but I'm really not in the mood for wasting money. They don't plan anything, so everything ends up costing double what it really should. I was actually planning to go to San Diego in late March/early April to go see "Legally Blonde" the musical with the ex-gf. Granted I came up with that plan when I still thought we had a chance of getting back together, haha though now I know better. I'll keep it in the back of my mind, who knows who may come into my life. Seriously, I have a stockpile of dates that never came to be, yet they are waiting to take their turn on center stage. Aye.
It seems I have traded my Griffith Park hike for a brisk walk around the Silverlake Reservoir. I saw Scott Speedman (Ben from "Felicity" all those years ago) jogging out there the other day. Or at least it totally looked like him. It is a lot more social. My hike was more of a solitary adventure. I should just walk the dog out there today. Not in the mood for a full workout. My weight has finally stabilized after fluctuating like a yo-yo for the last few months. Its new set point is 150. I'm actually a tad under that right now. Sadly, I have to replace most of my jeans lol. Never been a fan of the baggy look. I like things that fit. People with ill-fitting clothing make me cringe, especially on lesbians.
Btw why are my wrists so small? I ordered this nice leather buckled bracelet online but it is too big. Even the smallest setting is too big. I still want to wear it though. Don't know if I should have someone add another closure to it or just wear a wrist-band under it....hmmmmm yo no se.
In other news, I'm beginning to get a bit bored with all this down time for the holiday season. Send me back to work already. I've been catching up with my reading and some of the films in my Netflix account. I'm sending in my application for school this week, so we'll what happens on that front. Marlene wants me to go to San Diego with her and her friend Becky, but I'm really not in the mood for wasting money. They don't plan anything, so everything ends up costing double what it really should. I was actually planning to go to San Diego in late March/early April to go see "Legally Blonde" the musical with the ex-gf. Granted I came up with that plan when I still thought we had a chance of getting back together, haha though now I know better. I'll keep it in the back of my mind, who knows who may come into my life. Seriously, I have a stockpile of dates that never came to be, yet they are waiting to take their turn on center stage. Aye.
It seems I have traded my Griffith Park hike for a brisk walk around the Silverlake Reservoir. I saw Scott Speedman (Ben from "Felicity" all those years ago) jogging out there the other day. Or at least it totally looked like him. It is a lot more social. My hike was more of a solitary adventure. I should just walk the dog out there today. Not in the mood for a full workout. My weight has finally stabilized after fluctuating like a yo-yo for the last few months. Its new set point is 150. I'm actually a tad under that right now. Sadly, I have to replace most of my jeans lol. Never been a fan of the baggy look. I like things that fit. People with ill-fitting clothing make me cringe, especially on lesbians.
Btw why are my wrists so small? I ordered this nice leather buckled bracelet online but it is too big. Even the smallest setting is too big. I still want to wear it though. Don't know if I should have someone add another closure to it or just wear a wrist-band under it....hmmmmm yo no se.