About a MySpace blog
I was all set to write a quick blog about my upcomming plans for the weekend in my MySpace spot when I had to completely halt scripting due to a certain topic. Sir Quinn. Just the name alone makes my skin tingle in anticipation which kinda goes to show how large of a role I enjoy him having in my life, but the problem there lies with John. John doesn't realize that I still have active contact with him and would probably go ape-shit ballistic if he knew. Actually, I can honestly say, if John found out about me going tomorrow night, there would be no more "us". I want so badly to tell John, but it just wasn't working, John wants the whole deal on his terms, meeting Quinn, having a say in what Quinn and I do, honestly it makes me feel like I'm on some sort of leash with John and the Quinn issue. :-( When John did know, he wanted to run the show and that kinda is so not how the whole deal works, you know? THIS SUCKS!!!!!!! I'm just very very frusterated about this issue, and with all of the other stress that I've got on me right now, it's just been very tough going lately. I can't help wondering if the stress is the source of this damn migrane, it was dulled for a few hours this evening, but now has come rearing itself full boar again, grrr, grrr, and double grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!