Apr 25, 2006 22:52
So it's been months since I've been on LJ...not sure where to start...have you ever felt like you were alone and wanted someone to be there, but didn't want them to say anything?...someone just to sit there and not say a word, but someone there to share what you're going through...sometimes that's what i think i need...just someone to be there with me, to keep me company, but to not say a word, not a single comment on what they think or what i should do or any advice, just their presence in the room...i just want to know that someone is there in this place, not heaven and not hell, just a type of purgatory that isn't standing still but leads to something much greater than i can comprehend...someone there to listen to what i have to say, but just for them to listen...i don't care about what they have to say or how they feel...just someone or something to be here...