May 29, 2008 08:16
so much wants to be overwhelming in my experience right now
business- so much to do, presentation to do in Canada next week, but I will have monday and tuesday while I am there to get that done- it will cost extra to go and have stuff printed, but so be it, better to have a few less dollars and a little more peace
personal retreat- I have had none in some time. I want that back. I used to take a trip per month, under th guise of bsuiness, have a few appointments, but mostly just be selfish, exercise, sleep in, run late, see a movie, walk a downtown, drive here and there in some new place, and I have lost that. this next week needs to be that way.
a run race tomoorow night, then jumpin on saturday, then I am outta here
goin to practice rule #1 for a week- Save myself first- fuck the rest. I have 2 days to take care of Tampa, my family members needs, and then - I AM TAKING THE HECK OFF.
less than responsible am I. I would much rather live and live free.
there ya go T
talking to myself is kinda nice