Jun 14, 2006 11:44
Well after everything Kari and I have been through, we have decided to renew our vows in Canada where we can actually be legally married. We both want and need a fresh start. Granted this won't change history, but it will reunite us and our love. I think that is very much needed. Since this past weekend I think we have fallen more in love with eachother. I still hurt extremely bad, but there is nothing like almost losing the love of your life to make you realize how much you love the person. I know it seems like I am letting Kari off the hook pretty easy, but I am in love with her, and she is punishing herslef more than what I ever could. I have no interest in ever having anything to do with the other one though. She can go to HELL for all I care. Anywho, I am excited about Cananda. I think we are going to try to take a trip there to check things out sometime before the actual ceremony. We just need to start saving money. We want to move out of Delano first though. That is our first priority.