This is embarassing.
I have not actually sat down and played my clarinet since the last day of band. I didn't miss it or anything and I kinda forgot about it. Untill last week.. When someone called me and asked if I want to go play for an hour and make mucho dineros. So I said yes and started to play, and I just couldn't put it down. I played untill I couldn't play anymore. And then I felt sad that I had forgotton it and left it in a corner, and I probably hurt my poor little clarinets feelings. I just can't beleive that now at a time when I don't have to really play anymore it captures my attention like a duck in the snow!