Old man.
I shouldn't have a livejournal. Ben writes all intellectual stuff, but I just want to bitch.
You know in the last Harry Potter book how they all get real crabby when they wear the locket? I feel like that. Except its every time I wear my herniated disc and I can't take it off! Is it really so much to ask to just sleep through the night? I'm sick of waking up at 4:30 or 5:30 and not being able to fall back asleep unless I get out of bed for a while. And I can't do anything. I'm starting to be able to walk short distances, but still! I can't sit long enough to go see a movie or anything. I can't really go to the mall. I can't drive in the car to go visit my friends easily. Stupid back. I do nothing all freakin day. I watched an entire disc of Sex and the City today. I keep getting crabby at my mom like its her fault I have nothing to do and like she should be entertaining me. I think she just likes having me home and doesn't realize how bored I am. I'm not a sit around and do nothing kind of person. I like doing things. I like exercising and going places and grocery shopping and water skiing and riding my bike. Doing nothing is fun because its like a treat. Some friends from high school called the other night and I didn't want to go out with them because 1) I'm embarrassed and 2) it was 11 pm and it was bedtime. Seriously. I'm an old man.
You know in the last Harry Potter book how they all get real crabby when they wear the locket? I feel like that. Except its every time I wear my herniated disc and I can't take it off! Is it really so much to ask to just sleep through the night? I'm sick of waking up at 4:30 or 5:30 and not being able to fall back asleep unless I get out of bed for a while. And I can't do anything. I'm starting to be able to walk short distances, but still! I can't sit long enough to go see a movie or anything. I can't really go to the mall. I can't drive in the car to go visit my friends easily. Stupid back. I do nothing all freakin day. I watched an entire disc of Sex and the City today. I keep getting crabby at my mom like its her fault I have nothing to do and like she should be entertaining me. I think she just likes having me home and doesn't realize how bored I am. I'm not a sit around and do nothing kind of person. I like doing things. I like exercising and going places and grocery shopping and water skiing and riding my bike. Doing nothing is fun because its like a treat. Some friends from high school called the other night and I didn't want to go out with them because 1) I'm embarrassed and 2) it was 11 pm and it was bedtime. Seriously. I'm an old man.