I got myself a...

May 05, 2007 14:18

BOYFRIEND!

lol. i'm scaring ppl here. XD-ing all by myself. XDDDDDDD

hello, fracky. *waves*
SHINY, SHININESS ABOUND. is that even a word?

we went out yesterday. 1st day as a (dareisayit?) COUPLE. (omgididit!)
and i already miss him ^_^

okay. question. WHERE THE HELL DIDJA GO, COMMITMENT PHOBIA???
HAVE YOU VANISHED OFF THE FACE OF MY EARTH???
and of course i had to ask him to be my bf, that horrendously shy boy
*IS DEAD*

on another note.

my aunt has stage 4 cancer.
she is not responding to treatment.
our whole family is just waiting now.
T________________T


ironically, she's nice, kind, that you wouldn't expect her to suffer so much.
why?
really, it's so unfair.
she's been battling cancer for 11 years now.
first, breast cancer.
then it reoccured in the other breast.
then womb cancer just a year or two ago.
now it's growing on her neck.
T_______________________T

she's my favourite aunt.
i really cannot imagine someone so close to me going away.
and after all that shit, i thought she would finally get better and have a chance to be happy.

about the happy part. would you believe that her husband had an affair almost as long as she had cancer?
what an asshole!
also, he's an alcoholic. why do things like this happen to nice people?
i really don't understand it.

now, i just want to curl up and sleep everything away.

why do things happen when i'm sick?
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