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do you think you can just walk into my life create an impact and suddenly decide to give me up? Congrats to you... i guess u managed to find out how vulnerable my heart is to love. All the times spent... all the special moments. Do they not matter to you anymore? How could any living person with a heart just decide to give all that up. You say u love me... prove it. By giving me up? that's love?
just because certain things affect you... just cause u think u're not doing the right thing. By breaking me... that's the right thing is it? Told u many times... what matters is ur love. If there's love why bother about the things around us? nothing else should matter but us. If u cant even pass that, there's nothing much to say.what happened to all the words that u soothed me with when i asked u last time. Are all these just honeyed words to soothe my yearning soul?
"why worry about the future when u can enjoy the present?"
"i can't live without you... what will i do without you?"
"what's mine is yours n what's yours is mine."
i wonder is the sticker with my name still on your handphone. Or did u peel it off in ur fit of anger? you keep telling me that I'd get over you in a week or so. Shame on you for having so little faith in me. OUr neoprints... now i wish i hadn't taken them... specially that particular one. I wish time could juz rewind to tt particular time when we took that pic n juz paused. Preserve that beautiful moment in the booth. I'm shedding tears of sadness now... loads of tears juz streaming dwn. Sometimes i wish this is all a bad dream and I'll wake up on bed in your arms. You soothing me and telling me that it's all a bad dream. Don't think that will happen. Now i just hope god will clear your mind, bring you to your senses and I'll await your return to me. If you don't...... i'd take that i was never a significant part of your life and that stupid lil thing affected ur entire love for me. Anyway i'm always guilty for loving someone so much that I always end up broken. Remember what I said to u a few days ago? "If we don't workout... it won't be because of me. I love with all my heart. It's up to the other party." This is my longest entry. You should know why. If u care about me at all... you'll come back into my arms.
in happier times
remember the first photo we ever took^^?
NOW
I want the old times back.... i beg of you. I know i normally potray myseld as strong... i'm not that strong after all...... doesn't these make u cry? i know it made me cry. To those reading this entry sorry if i sound super mushy or disgusting.... i just not in the mood to be all man and strong now.... i'm fragile. And i have shattered.............dun show me sympathy... i don't want it. It'll only make it worse.
just because certain things affect you... just cause u think u're not doing the right thing. By breaking me... that's the right thing is it? Told u many times... what matters is ur love. If there's love why bother about the things around us? nothing else should matter but us. If u cant even pass that, there's nothing much to say.what happened to all the words that u soothed me with when i asked u last time. Are all these just honeyed words to soothe my yearning soul?
"why worry about the future when u can enjoy the present?"
"i can't live without you... what will i do without you?"
"what's mine is yours n what's yours is mine."
i wonder is the sticker with my name still on your handphone. Or did u peel it off in ur fit of anger? you keep telling me that I'd get over you in a week or so. Shame on you for having so little faith in me. OUr neoprints... now i wish i hadn't taken them... specially that particular one. I wish time could juz rewind to tt particular time when we took that pic n juz paused. Preserve that beautiful moment in the booth. I'm shedding tears of sadness now... loads of tears juz streaming dwn. Sometimes i wish this is all a bad dream and I'll wake up on bed in your arms. You soothing me and telling me that it's all a bad dream. Don't think that will happen. Now i just hope god will clear your mind, bring you to your senses and I'll await your return to me. If you don't...... i'd take that i was never a significant part of your life and that stupid lil thing affected ur entire love for me. Anyway i'm always guilty for loving someone so much that I always end up broken. Remember what I said to u a few days ago? "If we don't workout... it won't be because of me. I love with all my heart. It's up to the other party." This is my longest entry. You should know why. If u care about me at all... you'll come back into my arms.
in happier times
remember the first photo we ever took^^?
NOW
I want the old times back.... i beg of you. I know i normally potray myseld as strong... i'm not that strong after all...... doesn't these make u cry? i know it made me cry. To those reading this entry sorry if i sound super mushy or disgusting.... i just not in the mood to be all man and strong now.... i'm fragile. And i have shattered.............dun show me sympathy... i don't want it. It'll only make it worse.