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its sad. my aunt is so hard on my cousin. If she makes low A's and lower my aunt wont talk to my cousin. Isnt she flipping insane.
Today while i was cleaning i was also thinking. Theres always a peson you cant stand, no matter what. I cant stand my oldest uncle. Hes a bastared. I HATE him. I cant help it. He pisses me off and everything he has ever done was so selfish and greedy it kills me inside to knwo he did that. I used to look up to him...But now... all i can do is look down at him. Hes the reason for my mom not completing schooling. Hes the reason why my mom the rest of my aunts and uncles and grandparents got out of vietnam safely. His ways are the reason why my dad hates him. My dad wants revenege on him for everything he has ever done to my mom. Its not healthy to feel like this. But to know i have someone like this in my family is horrible. To tell you the truth, I cant wait till he dies. Horrible isnt it. I think so... but at times you cant help it. I've tried to hold it back...But i cant. what else can i do.
His actions remind me of my own at times... but mine arent as bad. Yes i can be selfish...and greedy, but everyone is...Right? well i'm going to go and finish cleaning for my mom. I'm going to get her and my dad a nice x-mas present this year...I'm thinking bauot tea...And i'm cleaning the house now... but i dont know. I need to do something amazing... I think i shuold give a year to think about it.