Trick or Treat...I'm a loser!

Oct 31, 2005 21:17

Ok yea my life officially sucks. It's Halloween night and the first one I've ever spent alone doing nothing. AH this sucks so bad. Justin is working. I hung out there for like an hour then I came home and have been on the computer ever since listening to music and shiz. I can't get ahold of anyone and those I could are all busy. Wow I am lame.

So this weekend was well kinda fun I guess. Saturday I picked Justin up and we went to my friend from school Sarah's 20th birthday costume party. Justin just put up his mohawk and I spiked my hair up and kinda attempted to look like a pirate with clothes I owned (which I also got to wear to school the day hehe). They had the hugest bowl of Jungle Juice I had ever seen. Plus tons and tons of Jello Shots and a keg but I hate beer. So I drank one cup of Jungle Juice and 2 Jello shots and I was so messed up. Justin drank 5 and still was barely feeling it. He was sick of being there since he didn't really know anyone and the music they were all dancing to was really getting old and they were all dressed kinda slutty so we left. Justin of course had to drive cuz well I couldn't. THen we decided to go to his friend Chad's house who we hadn't seen in a while cuz him and this guy Shawn were drinking. So we drove from 103rd Avenue and Northern to Cavecreek and Greenway. EEK! Then we drank half of this blue rasberry flavored Vodka that my parents bought me which was so good. THen Justin's parents called him at like 1am saying that they never said he could stay out all night (even tho they did) so he was grounded for 2 months but he got out of it because his parents think we had crazy sex and that he made me scream so loud the neighbors heard or something. I dunno that is kind a weird story but I think his parents are seriously on some friggen crazy drugs or something. SO then Sunday morning we woke up at like 8am and I was craving a breakfast Jack and Justin was so hung over. THen we went back to my house and spent the day drinking with my parents. Jeez I drink too much. Yea so that was my weekend. Now I can't see Justin for like a week. Except we may be sneaky and have him meet me at the Against Me show I want to go to so bad tomorrow and he saw me today cuz he ditched school. Aw how sweet.

So I'm bored. Somebody help me!

I am bored all the time...SOMEBODY CALL ME!

I gotta start going to Phoenix First more...I miss it.

I heard about the Down With Texas show...it couldn't have been the same without Justin.

Speaking of which me and Justin have seriously decided to start a band. So far we think that I am going to be the lead singer, he will be guitar and back up vocals and so all we need is a drummer (which we may have I dunno) and a bassist. Ha we just thought it would give us something to do when we were bored and an excuse to get him away from his family since we hate them so much. Who knows maybe it'll happen. If anyone wants to join and can play drums or bass let us know cuz it will be fun!!!

Seroiusly you people need to come in to my school and be my clients! You'll love it I promise! hehe

Well I'm going to finish up making a few more cd's before I attemted to play Silent Hill 3, get freaked out, turn it off, then go to bed. Hope everyone's Halloween is way better than mine!

ADICTS SHOW NEXT MONDAY!!! TOTAL CHAOS MAY BE THERE TOO!! I AM EXCITED!!!!

A little song to end the evening...

Last night a room full drunk
sang along to the songs I never had the courage to write
given the chance I'd stay in this chorus forever
where everything ugly in this world is sadly beautiful
in our desperate memories
no we're not gonna call anyone on their shit tonight
even though the half of you won't even smile
the next time we pass on the street maybe somehow this scam will still save us all...

still save us all!

And I saw you dancing at a punk rock show
and for a moment we walked streets that everyone else had given up to 4 a.m.
cursed promises and spray paint marking everywhere we went
and every direction only going as far as we let it
there's so many things we tried to do truthfully
by the time it's through with us it all falls apart
maybe somehow this scam will still save us all...

still save us all!
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