Love makes you do crazy things!
Gah I miss you and I don't know why.
I miss Joshwa...I really do.
Man I miss a lot of people.
Argh I really hate myself sometimes. I can say and do some of the dumbest most regretful things when I'm hurt which in the end just hurts me more. I think I seriously have some case of depression or that I'm just nuts. Maybe I should have that looked at! ha
I think tomorrow or saturday is freeday at school so I'm sure I'll come out looking different. I just can't keep one hair color. Bah beauty school may have been a bad idea!
I NEED A JOB!!! I thought I could hold out only getting gas money from my grandma each week then letting my graduation money last until Christmas then let that money last till my birthday then let that money last till I graduated and got a job but I dunno if that will happen. Gas prices are going up and my grandma only gives me a set amount. I NEED A JOB! If anyone can help me in that department PLEASE let me know.
Man I didn't realize how bad that hurricane was until today. My cousins live somewhere in Louisiana...Not New Orleans but somewhere around there. Hopefully far away. I haven't been able to get ahold of my grandma to see if they are ok. Man I can't believe how bad it was.
Ok sleep time.
I miss Joshwa...I really do.
Man I miss a lot of people.
Argh I really hate myself sometimes. I can say and do some of the dumbest most regretful things when I'm hurt which in the end just hurts me more. I think I seriously have some case of depression or that I'm just nuts. Maybe I should have that looked at! ha
I think tomorrow or saturday is freeday at school so I'm sure I'll come out looking different. I just can't keep one hair color. Bah beauty school may have been a bad idea!
I NEED A JOB!!! I thought I could hold out only getting gas money from my grandma each week then letting my graduation money last until Christmas then let that money last till my birthday then let that money last till I graduated and got a job but I dunno if that will happen. Gas prices are going up and my grandma only gives me a set amount. I NEED A JOB! If anyone can help me in that department PLEASE let me know.
Man I didn't realize how bad that hurricane was until today. My cousins live somewhere in Louisiana...Not New Orleans but somewhere around there. Hopefully far away. I haven't been able to get ahold of my grandma to see if they are ok. Man I can't believe how bad it was.
Ok sleep time.