Jul 07, 2005 19:44
You know those days where NOHTING seems to go right and I mean NOTHING? Yea that is the day I've been having.
I've been feeling extremely sick lately. I have no idea why but I'm tired of it. It started out as a cold and now I've been so nausiated I even threw up yesterday and feel like I'm about to again tonight.
Today at school sucked ass. We learned highlights. I've realized I have gotten nothing right in beauty school. I'm always so slow at everything, I never get anything, and I suck. Who would have thought it would be so hard? My back started hurting so bad as well. It made me realize I am going to have to go to a docter and see what I can do becuase there is no way I could do this as a career if I always feel this bad.
On top of that Justin had to leave early. He was supposed to be able to spend the night tonight but his dad wanted to have him stay in Tempe and go to work with him so that they could leave early to go back to Show Low since they are moving to Tempe. It's awesome their moving Sunday but still it was upsetting. Plus I dunno when the next time I'll hear from him all weekend cuz his dad seemed pissed since I couldn't give him a ride to Tempe. I seem to always know how to piss people off. Well I probably won't be eating much for the rest of the weekend...or sleeping for that matter.
People are so irritating. I seriously don't understand how someone can be such a liar and a hypocrit. It is rediculous and I didn't know it was possible. You definatly top the charts as the worst person alive. Oh yea and to some other people you all suck ass too and quit calling me for one reason because it is pissing me off. He was with me so shove it!
Ok I have to go write some gay essay on how I take care of myself or some crap fro school. I then get to go cry and feel sick as I always seem to. Maybe hang out with David and Josh since it's David's birthday but I doubt it cuz my parents have been so stupid to me since I've been in school. I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE LIFE! I HATE ME! AHHHHH
ok time to go.