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For now, I have decided to have a whole separate blog about how fucked up I am because of this breakup. It's over here:
http://www.atheartbreakhotel.blogspot.com
Maybe it will help. Maybe it won't. Who knows?
I'll go through phases where I'll be okay for a day or two, but then my paranoia about what he's doing now overwhelms me and I can't handle it. Sleep is no escape because I have nightmares about him with other girls every single night. And it's what I think about all day. I work my ass off and fill all of my spare hours with events and volunteer work. It makes no difference.
My mind has become a prison I can't escape from.
http://www.atheartbreakhotel.blogspot.com
Maybe it will help. Maybe it won't. Who knows?
I'll go through phases where I'll be okay for a day or two, but then my paranoia about what he's doing now overwhelms me and I can't handle it. Sleep is no escape because I have nightmares about him with other girls every single night. And it's what I think about all day. I work my ass off and fill all of my spare hours with events and volunteer work. It makes no difference.
My mind has become a prison I can't escape from.