May 24, 2009 15:04
So in the middle of my crazy life and being poor after my pay cut (but happy that I still have a job) I decided to go back to school and get my degree in web design. I've been kicking the idea around for awhile and decided if I was going to do it I just needed to jump in and do it. Only thing I forgot is how hard it is to balance everything.
We all know that my work schedule is nuts at best and my home life is so dysfunctional that it's laughable; so what made me think that I could throw one more thing it at like school? But here and I am trying to balance one more thing...and barely keeping it all together. I actually sat at my desk at work and started to cry over the fact that I saved the wrong photo for a page I was working on.I actually had to go to the bathroom and get myself under control... WTF?
I mean I know I'm stressed out...my house is a pit...Grams it's helping at all on trying to keep the up with the house work..work is being even more demanding and I'm trying to get into a routine of doing school work again...not to mention that occasionally I would like to be able to have some free time to have a little bit of a social life.
So I'm spending the majority of today trying to clean and organize so I can try to maintain some sanity. I need to get back into the routine of school work...I'm only taking the intro to on-line learning class and I feel over, what am I going to do when I get to the meaty classes where I have a ton more stuff to do?
Please someone give me a clue on what I'm suppose to be doing?
life,
home,
work