my madre & the big C
didn't see that one coming! i really just thought she is prone to tumors.
the procedure & that damn oncology floor are over with for now. (but, as uncomfortable as it was, the nurses & the patients around couldn't have been nicer) my only worry is because she had those growths for years, is that it may have spread. maybe i need to actually look some things up & freak myself out for a little while to feel better about this until her full scan. i'm really glad this didn't happen until now... i sure wouldn't be this at ease about it not being in my hands, & i know my mom sure wouldn't either.
i've ballooned up with all this sobreity.
i miss the burchfield family so much, every day. however, who they are now (& might have always been but i was too blind to see) is worse than me without growth at 40... not the healthiest person to be around.
2 babies are on their way soon & i can't wait to meet them & start teaching them fun things.
life is pretty good & i'm really thankful for that today.
the procedure & that damn oncology floor are over with for now. (but, as uncomfortable as it was, the nurses & the patients around couldn't have been nicer) my only worry is because she had those growths for years, is that it may have spread. maybe i need to actually look some things up & freak myself out for a little while to feel better about this until her full scan. i'm really glad this didn't happen until now... i sure wouldn't be this at ease about it not being in my hands, & i know my mom sure wouldn't either.
i've ballooned up with all this sobreity.
i miss the burchfield family so much, every day. however, who they are now (& might have always been but i was too blind to see) is worse than me without growth at 40... not the healthiest person to be around.
2 babies are on their way soon & i can't wait to meet them & start teaching them fun things.
life is pretty good & i'm really thankful for that today.