Can't sleep

Dec 26, 2011 04:32

Well, I graduated from the college of architecture. Right now there are a few local opportunities that I need to jump on ASAP, and then continue the hunt if those few don't work out. I'm excited! Right now I couldn't sleep, anxious about not having applied anywhere yet. It is taking getting used to this freedom. After I looked at the potential employers just now I ended up on youtube watching a nancy flying man video. I haven't been able to help wondering about my dream of performing the act. The thought of the show closing soon gets me worked up without me having ever tried to make it a reality. At the same time it sounds insane to make it a reality. I don't necessarily crave to be a full time member of the rest of the tour, although their next leg has tons of wonderful places to visit. I imagine that if I went for it, ideally I'd sort out a deal to perform it a couple of times and rotate just so they can fulfill a guy's dream. I'd do it for free! (But I'd want coverage in case anything goes wrong) I just bought a good deal for a bowflex bundle; the adjustable (totally awesome) free-weights and bench. I'd say within 4 months I could be aesthetically ready for the part, and probably abled as well if I trained on my aerials. Shugh I've ONLY walked around like the angels around the house for the past 8 years too. Looks + ability + signature aesthetic movement down = winner?

Time for bed?
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