Oct 04, 2009 22:04
I've been a nervous wreck the last few days. thinking about my assignments puts me on edge. I feel lost, often like I have no idea what to do. I feel like I'm not qualified to be there much less deserve it. I miss everyone, all the time. My first paper proposal handed in was so needlessly vague it was ridiculous- Nay, it was needfully vague So much material with only little bits about what I need, it scared me. I panicked and sent in a terrible proposal for my paper on the Tower of London. Still haven't had the chance to go back to review my frantic research. There are always more latin forms I should have memorized years ago waiting around each corner.
Recently I had my first chance to go out in three weeks on Friday, a smallish get together at a fellow student's place. Twas good fun, and a star reminder I need to get out. On that note I chose to catch up on reading rather than hit up the local gaming shop today. I need to get some 40k in soon, I am becoming geek deprived.
Off to more latin soon methinks. My nerves may be too shot to read right now but Latin forms as lurking as they are can be somewhat meditative once you set to transcribing