And I'm scared of the things upcoming, and I want for the things I don't have.
So I have a few more weeks at home. Sort of.
I'll be back in Indy next week to meet with HR at Riverside and sign my contract. Then I need a place to live. I'll either live with
almost2sanity or by myself. She's the only person I think I could handle anymore.
Then I'll be home for a short while, but I need to get settled in Indy. HSE starts classes on August 11. That's so freaking early. I want to meet with Angie and get as much info from her as possible...especially for General Music. Oy, that will be the challenge.
I found out that she technically doesn't have to leave until Aug. 22. If she has her baby earlier, then I'm obviously on my own, but we might team-teach for a little while. I'm happy and nervous about that.
I'm sick of online house/apartment hunting. I know it will be worse when I'm actually driving around to look at places, but this sucks. I'm looking at North/Northeast Indy, Fishers (duh), and Broad Ripple. BRip would be so fun, but do I want the 20/30 min commute? I turned down a job cuz I didn't want to live in the uber-suburbs, so that would rule out living in Fishers, but...ugh more decisions. I'm so sick of decisions.
Diesel is dying. He needs $500+ in repairs, but is only valued at around $1000. It's not worth paying for the repairs. So when I get back from Indy, I'll be getting a new car. I might buy one here in NY, or buy one when I get to Indy for good. I'm totally excited for a new car, but he's been my baby for five years. He's been through everything with me. It's going to be so hard to say goodbye to him.
I'm broke. I didn't get a job here, because I didn't think that I would be staying long, and I didn't know what my schedule would be. My parents said they would lend me money to put down my deposit/rent when I find a place in Indy, but there is no way I'll have money to live on when I get there. I really need a job out there for the month of July/early August. Maybe I can even do some weekends when I start teaching (only since I'm crazy). Suggestions, anyone?
I'm in a bad mood.
I'm tired all the time.
I'm eating too much.
I want someone to hold me.
I'll be back in Indy next week to meet with HR at Riverside and sign my contract. Then I need a place to live. I'll either live with
almost2sanity or by myself. She's the only person I think I could handle anymore.
Then I'll be home for a short while, but I need to get settled in Indy. HSE starts classes on August 11. That's so freaking early. I want to meet with Angie and get as much info from her as possible...especially for General Music. Oy, that will be the challenge.
I found out that she technically doesn't have to leave until Aug. 22. If she has her baby earlier, then I'm obviously on my own, but we might team-teach for a little while. I'm happy and nervous about that.
I'm sick of online house/apartment hunting. I know it will be worse when I'm actually driving around to look at places, but this sucks. I'm looking at North/Northeast Indy, Fishers (duh), and Broad Ripple. BRip would be so fun, but do I want the 20/30 min commute? I turned down a job cuz I didn't want to live in the uber-suburbs, so that would rule out living in Fishers, but...ugh more decisions. I'm so sick of decisions.
Diesel is dying. He needs $500+ in repairs, but is only valued at around $1000. It's not worth paying for the repairs. So when I get back from Indy, I'll be getting a new car. I might buy one here in NY, or buy one when I get to Indy for good. I'm totally excited for a new car, but he's been my baby for five years. He's been through everything with me. It's going to be so hard to say goodbye to him.
I'm broke. I didn't get a job here, because I didn't think that I would be staying long, and I didn't know what my schedule would be. My parents said they would lend me money to put down my deposit/rent when I find a place in Indy, but there is no way I'll have money to live on when I get there. I really need a job out there for the month of July/early August. Maybe I can even do some weekends when I start teaching (only since I'm crazy). Suggestions, anyone?
I'm in a bad mood.
I'm tired all the time.
I'm eating too much.
I want someone to hold me.