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SINCE THE BEGINNING OF '06
1. Have you had a gf/bf? Yes.
2. Have you had your birthday? No.
3. Been to church? Yes! Haha..with Erik.
4. Cried yet? Yes. Several times.
5. Had someone close to you pass away? Yes. Saturday. *RIP Ryan*
6. Pulled an all nighter? Yes.
7. Drank starbucks? Yes.
8. Went shopping? Yes.
9. Been camping? Nope
10. Been to the beach? Nope.
11. Bought something for over $200? iPod.
12. Met someone new? Yep.
13. Been out of state? Yep.
14. Visited a family member? Yes.
15. Gone snowboarding? Nope.
[IN THE PAST MONTH]
1. Kissed someone? Yes.
2. Slept in a friend's bed? Hmm...what defines friend? Yes.
3. Snuck someone over? What?
4. Snuck out of your own house? I've snuck IN to my own dorm room so as not to wake my roomie...
5. Been to a bar? Yes.
6. Lied? Yes.
8. Went over on your cell phone bill? I don't know. I'll find out soon.
9. Been called a whore? Probably.
10. Drove somewhere? Yes.
11. Been away from home? Yes.
12. Loved someone? Yes.
[LAST]
Thing you bought? Gas (lots of it for the drive home).
Person you hugged? My mom.
Person you talked to? Mommy.
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile? Probably Sunday, with all the packing.
Who was the last person who saw you cry? Erik, probably.
Who was the last person who made you cry? UPPER DIVISIONALS.
Who was the last person who you watched a movie with you? Erik.
Who did you last yell at? Erik? My mother? Not sure.
Who last told you they loved you? Erik.
Who makes you smile most? Erik? Caela? My sister?
What are you listening to right now? Nothing. It's sad.
What did you do yesterday? Woke up at 6:30, finished packing and loaded the car, then drove for almost 13 hours from Indianapolis to Albany. Found out one of my friends killed himself. Ate Subway. Saw Jim. Spent too much money on Gas. Went to sleep early.
Do you think your ex misses you? Yes.
I'm home. Passed my Upper Divisional. Got really good grades somehow.
I really want to update more. Summer is a good time for that.
I still can't comprehend what happened. I don't understand suicide. I don't understand. And I'm not ok.
1. Have you had a gf/bf? Yes.
2. Have you had your birthday? No.
3. Been to church? Yes! Haha..with Erik.
4. Cried yet? Yes. Several times.
5. Had someone close to you pass away? Yes. Saturday. *RIP Ryan*
6. Pulled an all nighter? Yes.
7. Drank starbucks? Yes.
8. Went shopping? Yes.
9. Been camping? Nope
10. Been to the beach? Nope.
11. Bought something for over $200? iPod.
12. Met someone new? Yep.
13. Been out of state? Yep.
14. Visited a family member? Yes.
15. Gone snowboarding? Nope.
[IN THE PAST MONTH]
1. Kissed someone? Yes.
2. Slept in a friend's bed? Hmm...what defines friend? Yes.
3. Snuck someone over? What?
4. Snuck out of your own house? I've snuck IN to my own dorm room so as not to wake my roomie...
5. Been to a bar? Yes.
6. Lied? Yes.
8. Went over on your cell phone bill? I don't know. I'll find out soon.
9. Been called a whore? Probably.
10. Drove somewhere? Yes.
11. Been away from home? Yes.
12. Loved someone? Yes.
[LAST]
Thing you bought? Gas (lots of it for the drive home).
Person you hugged? My mom.
Person you talked to? Mommy.
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile? Probably Sunday, with all the packing.
Who was the last person who saw you cry? Erik, probably.
Who was the last person who made you cry? UPPER DIVISIONALS.
Who was the last person who you watched a movie with you? Erik.
Who did you last yell at? Erik? My mother? Not sure.
Who last told you they loved you? Erik.
Who makes you smile most? Erik? Caela? My sister?
What are you listening to right now? Nothing. It's sad.
What did you do yesterday? Woke up at 6:30, finished packing and loaded the car, then drove for almost 13 hours from Indianapolis to Albany. Found out one of my friends killed himself. Ate Subway. Saw Jim. Spent too much money on Gas. Went to sleep early.
Do you think your ex misses you? Yes.
I'm home. Passed my Upper Divisional. Got really good grades somehow.
I really want to update more. Summer is a good time for that.
I still can't comprehend what happened. I don't understand suicide. I don't understand. And I'm not ok.