"You say I'm crazy. I've got your crazy."

Nov 14, 2008 19:02

"Daddy-O
You got the swagger of a champion
Too bad for you
You just can't find the right companion

I guess when you have one too many
Makes it hard, it could be easy
Who you are
That's just who you are, baby"

Those lyrics seem to be really relevant right now.

So for the first real time in about a year, I'm single. I'm actually happy with that. The last couple weeks have been nice not having to worry about anyone but myself. I miss the companionship a little, but I have a great group of friends who occupy my time.

I didn't want a relationship. I certainly wasn't looking for one. All I wanted to do was flirt and be cute... occasionally kiss someone or have a good make out. It was nice. I was kicking ass.

Unfortunately, I met someone who played my boyfriend for a day and it awakened all those emotions inside of me that miss being in a relationship.

Someone to hold your hand. Someone that kisses you for no reason. Someone who gives you the most amazing hug and tells you that you're beautiful. Someone who can just look at you and make you smile.

Just when I was finally able to forget about all that stuff, it comes roaring back. Now I feel kind of lonely. It sucks. Make it stop. I want to be plastic again.

I'd like to go back to being a whore now, if that's o.k. Thanks.
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