one year
"Pushing forward into a new light, I find myself in a world I only imagined in my sleep. Laying his head on my chest, he bears himself through my flesh and into my heart and I erect no defenses to protect myself. My early attempts at resisting falling this deeply for him have proved fruitless, and I've lost the will to want to fight it. My thoughts race of only him, every song and scent and sight scream his name and I relinquish all power to this happiness that has evaded my heart for so long. And so I find that everything wrong in my world smirks at me with a knowing glare - so many things have changed already and I can only wait with anticipation for the future. The world that existed in my dreams lingers long after my eyes are open; pushing forward into a new light, I find myself in a world of promise."
"I don't know if you understand how happy you make. I'm so glad you came into my life. Love, your amazing boyfriend."
"Tommy,
The fact that you decided to meet my family meant so much to me, but them loving you as much as they all did is incredible. I'm so unbelievably in love with you -- the poem on this card says it perfectly. I've had an amazinng last month and a half and an even more perfect week with you that I'm positive you not only make me insanely happy now but will continue to do so for a long time. Thank you for being the right one for me. There are few people who can tolerate me for a nearly a week straight, but you passed the test with flying colors. Your love is like a drug I cannot quit -- I've never been so in love and felt so much like myself at the same time. I know I've found a keeper. I love you."
"Perfect Boyfriend,
Just 'cause I love you!,
Man of your dreams"
"I want you forever and always. I'm happier then I've ever been in my life every single day. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You make me a better man and a greater person. The day I met you was the best day of my life. Five months is nothing -- I can't wait for 5, 10, 20, 50+ years of my life with you. I love you more than anything."
"Thank you for being perfect, thank you for giving me everything I'll ever need, and thank you for loving me. You're amazing."
"You're living in a world of delusions - I don't want to be with you. I don't love you anymore. I don't miss you. I don't want to kiss or make-out with you. You're not the person I want to be with for the rest of my life. You're never going to be able to make me happy. You had a chance with all of those things, in fact you had TWO chances to do all of those things and you pissed them both away. You made your bed. And it's time to stop crying and being depressed because it means nothing.
You're not crying for me or for us, you're crying for yourself."
"I'd give anything to trust you again, even if just for a second I could feel how I felt when I weren't scared. I've wanted you to vanish, dissipate into nothing, leave my life alone and put my heart back to where it used to be - never in love and never happy... and never broken. I feel so distant from people, like I'm dreaming and I can't seem to wake up, as everyone around me shifts and changes I maintain the same unchanging pain. Bound by a band of white gold, the shackle I wish I could bear for eternity eternal, I found myself crushed beneath it's weight. Gold has no heart - it could never substitute or supplement the things the heart should have done, for without the heart it means naught. Perhaps years will pass and True will find the other, but today the sun will set on an empty sky and the horizon will bleed but for a few moments the blood and tears that never truly stop. I'd give anything to undo what you've done, but I've given so much and I can give you no more."
"I don't know if you understand how happy you make. I'm so glad you came into my life. Love, your amazing boyfriend."
"Tommy,
The fact that you decided to meet my family meant so much to me, but them loving you as much as they all did is incredible. I'm so unbelievably in love with you -- the poem on this card says it perfectly. I've had an amazinng last month and a half and an even more perfect week with you that I'm positive you not only make me insanely happy now but will continue to do so for a long time. Thank you for being the right one for me. There are few people who can tolerate me for a nearly a week straight, but you passed the test with flying colors. Your love is like a drug I cannot quit -- I've never been so in love and felt so much like myself at the same time. I know I've found a keeper. I love you."
"Perfect Boyfriend,
Just 'cause I love you!,
Man of your dreams"
"I want you forever and always. I'm happier then I've ever been in my life every single day. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You make me a better man and a greater person. The day I met you was the best day of my life. Five months is nothing -- I can't wait for 5, 10, 20, 50+ years of my life with you. I love you more than anything."
"Thank you for being perfect, thank you for giving me everything I'll ever need, and thank you for loving me. You're amazing."
"You're living in a world of delusions - I don't want to be with you. I don't love you anymore. I don't miss you. I don't want to kiss or make-out with you. You're not the person I want to be with for the rest of my life. You're never going to be able to make me happy. You had a chance with all of those things, in fact you had TWO chances to do all of those things and you pissed them both away. You made your bed. And it's time to stop crying and being depressed because it means nothing.
You're not crying for me or for us, you're crying for yourself."
"I'd give anything to trust you again, even if just for a second I could feel how I felt when I weren't scared. I've wanted you to vanish, dissipate into nothing, leave my life alone and put my heart back to where it used to be - never in love and never happy... and never broken. I feel so distant from people, like I'm dreaming and I can't seem to wake up, as everyone around me shifts and changes I maintain the same unchanging pain. Bound by a band of white gold, the shackle I wish I could bear for eternity eternal, I found myself crushed beneath it's weight. Gold has no heart - it could never substitute or supplement the things the heart should have done, for without the heart it means naught. Perhaps years will pass and True will find the other, but today the sun will set on an empty sky and the horizon will bleed but for a few moments the blood and tears that never truly stop. I'd give anything to undo what you've done, but I've given so much and I can give you no more."