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fiiinally im home. for the past 8 days i was stuck alone in the middle of the desert, with just tv to keep me company. hey its worse than it sounds!! try watching tv for 12 hours everyday for 8 days. so i like basically watched 96 hours of tv. my brain was fried my the end. only good thing (the place im at is the border crossing/terminal), so i still meet alot of cool ppl.
one of these soldiers, name's Tamir aged 26, kept me company for a few hours. he's sooo hot btw. that night we drove around for a bit (he's reserve, and therefore brought a car to base). he brought a joint, which i am proud to say i did not partake in smoking. we talked for a few hours..he's really nice, smart and funny. i hope ill chill with him again soon.
im really indecisive when it comes to guys i realized. everytime i get close to a guy, he begins to annoy me. i thot i started having feelings for yonaton, but now i dont know. he's getting kind of annoying... just like shai was when i started getting close to him. but good thing, me adn shai are just friends now (nothing extra) so i like it better that way.
tonite im going out drinking. im kinda in a bad mood, cuz larry said he'd call me today to chill, cuz he's leaving for vaca in belgium in a couple days. he'll be there for like a month. and surprise surprise, he hasnt called! im kinda insulted..more than feeling hurt even cuz i feel like i passed that phase. i feel like im finally over him. i think im gonna sever all ties with him tho. even friendship, which i was really hoping could work out. i just dont think he wants it.
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one of these soldiers, name's Tamir aged 26, kept me company for a few hours. he's sooo hot btw. that night we drove around for a bit (he's reserve, and therefore brought a car to base). he brought a joint, which i am proud to say i did not partake in smoking. we talked for a few hours..he's really nice, smart and funny. i hope ill chill with him again soon.
im really indecisive when it comes to guys i realized. everytime i get close to a guy, he begins to annoy me. i thot i started having feelings for yonaton, but now i dont know. he's getting kind of annoying... just like shai was when i started getting close to him. but good thing, me adn shai are just friends now (nothing extra) so i like it better that way.
tonite im going out drinking. im kinda in a bad mood, cuz larry said he'd call me today to chill, cuz he's leaving for vaca in belgium in a couple days. he'll be there for like a month. and surprise surprise, he hasnt called! im kinda insulted..more than feeling hurt even cuz i feel like i passed that phase. i feel like im finally over him. i think im gonna sever all ties with him tho. even friendship, which i was really hoping could work out. i just dont think he wants it.
fuck boys