Aug 06, 2006 15:18
i hope u girls are even reading this still and facebook isnt taking over ur lives... if not, u are really missing out on the exciting adventures of TaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaL!!
anyways, a couple nights ago i went out on a blind date. i was worried before we met that he was gonna be ugly! but guess what.... he was ugly!! bah it was disappointing. the guy is my uncles, brothers, fiancees, brother. he's 25, works in a computer store, doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, and repeatedly complimented me on my calf muscles! hahah it was really funny. but i wasnt feeling anything with him, so the next day i sent him a text message telling him im not ready to get into another relationship and he was cool with it.
ok and then last nite a craaaazy thing happened. i went out with my friend yonaton. so ive known this guy for almost a year, chilling with him and his friends. and last nite we got reeeeeally drunk, and near the end of the night, he all of a sudden like confesses his love for me! hahah, well not love. but he said that he's liked me since the first day we met, but he just didnt say anything because i was with larry. anywayz i was drunk too, and i admit i had a little crush on him this whole time too. well actually ive just thought he was hot. so we made out! he has a lip ring, so it was kinda weird to kiss him at first, but then it was good :) anyyywayz, then he sorta got carried away, well in my opinion. he said i'm too beautiful for him, and that im really sweet, and that he'd propose to me if he could. after he said that proposing thing, i just like pushed him away and got into his car so he can drive me back home.
see, its hard for me to believe him because he's never ever hinted at any feelings for me, so it was a complete shock for me to hear it from him, and he ruined my drunk. it was like puking, i just sobered up after. also yonaton is a player, he's told me he's slept with like over 20 girls, which is also kinda intimidating. but i kno its tru, i heard it from a few people.
so i dont really know what to make of the news... im very surprised, and i just hope our friendship isnt ruined.