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so i finally got the energy to update this thing.
not that theres much going on. army is the same old boring shit. but its like affecting me, in a bad way. i cant explain it. im always stressed or in a bad mood. basically im only happy when im drunk. Yay to future alcoholics!!
nah not really. im also happy when im sober...sometimes ;)
anyways for the past few weekends, that ive been getting out, me and larry go out drinking with his friends. they really cool, and fun to hang out with, and even invited me to chill with them when larrys not out of the army. but i think that would be kinda awkward... especially since larry thinks that one of his friends is blatently hitting on me in front of his face.
as for the army... its disappointing. i dont feel like im making a different for anyone or anything. it sorta feels like a waste.
well there sure is one thing about myself that i learned while living alone. i think im a pessimistic person. i always tell myself to see the good, bright side of things. but it just wont happen. i always think about the shit, about how things could be better...
its a problem i think...
or maybe its just sunday morning depression when u have to wake up early and head back to the base for another 10 days.
well i dont know. get back to u on that.
not that theres much going on. army is the same old boring shit. but its like affecting me, in a bad way. i cant explain it. im always stressed or in a bad mood. basically im only happy when im drunk. Yay to future alcoholics!!
nah not really. im also happy when im sober...sometimes ;)
anyways for the past few weekends, that ive been getting out, me and larry go out drinking with his friends. they really cool, and fun to hang out with, and even invited me to chill with them when larrys not out of the army. but i think that would be kinda awkward... especially since larry thinks that one of his friends is blatently hitting on me in front of his face.
as for the army... its disappointing. i dont feel like im making a different for anyone or anything. it sorta feels like a waste.
well there sure is one thing about myself that i learned while living alone. i think im a pessimistic person. i always tell myself to see the good, bright side of things. but it just wont happen. i always think about the shit, about how things could be better...
its a problem i think...
or maybe its just sunday morning depression when u have to wake up early and head back to the base for another 10 days.
well i dont know. get back to u on that.