May 21, 2004 09:21
It's weird. Normally I'm always in the mood to be out and about. But the last few days, all I've wanted to do is just stay inside the house in my sweatpants. I don't feel like dressing up to impress anybody. I don't feel like meeting new people. I just want to be inside the house with my friends, burning away braincells and drinking.
So I've been thinking, is 25 too old to be shakin' my ass at the clubs? Lately, I go just to stand by the bar and drink, and watch other people be smashed drunk. Is it because I no longer get wasted drunk? I don't want to look sloppy? Everyone that picks up on me is 22-23 years old? I don't know. If I get HELLA drunk, will I have more fun?
Maybe I just need a new scene, a change of pace.