Feeling Happy
Yeah so i feel happy right now. This is a rare occurence lately. So im pleased with it. I wake up every morning to the love of my life and lay down at night to sleep with him. he wraps his arms around me and i feel loved. so yeah i still have bills to pay with no money to pay them. Im supossed to be getting a different car tuesday. Hooray! *sarcasm* i want to keep my baby. School is going good. I have good grades. except for theory, but thats a bitch ne ways. only 2 more games left for marching band. and then that shit is over thank god. My best friend is having some serious problems figuring out who he is and who his true friends are. I still can't find a job. It's really pissing me off. I wonder how i'm surviving. I miss my old friends. but it seems we've all moved on, except for a phone call or two now and then, most of which i ignore ne ways. I need to spend sometime with my mom, the last time i visited her she cried when i left. It made me sad. MY other best friend is having some problem with her b/f. his ex keeps calling him and it's hurting her. I know how she feels for real. I told her to talk to him about it, though i'm not sure thats gonna help cause it didn't help me. but o well. I need to practice. I want so bad to be good. I just need to practice more.