a few more thingys
8. You have done so much for me and yet i treat you like shit. I really don't mean to, it just kinda happens. I'm sorry. Your pain always brings tears to my eyes. To look at you is to look at sadness. Your heart frozen cold with depression, illness, and lonliness. I know you try, i know you love me. I know you want to help me but can't. I just wish that for once you could look at the positive side of things. So much of our dying relationship is covered with a dark haze of sadness. again......i'm sorry, i hope i've made you proud.
9. Good Luck in all you do. I look at you and see so much of myself in you. I'm so proud. You've got a long way to go. So young, yet so much character. I will always love you. I'm worried that you will have to grow up without, and that hurts. I feel for you. Know that I am always here for you.
10. You are my hero, you are the strongest person I know. You've felt more emotion in your life then can be measured. I can't stand to look in your eyes. At one time there was so much there: stories, feelings, thoughts. Now there's nothing, i look into them and their blank. It's the illness i know. Your body remains here on earth but your soul is gone. Far from my grasp. I feel at times that i've failed you.
11. I know your gone, but you live on. Mostly through your family. Just know that I invite you into my dreams. I yearn to hear your husky voice again. I long to be in your presence. So much honesty, kindness, and love in one man. Traits that are rare in men these days.
12. I've already put some stuff in here to you before. I have more. You are so lost. You have no idea of where to go or what to do. I've been your lighthouse these past few years. Now my light is fading out, and you must go on instinct and your scared. it's ok though. Cause when the storm becomes to hard. Just look really deep into your heart, and there i'll be shining just as bright as before.
13. Sometimes I just don't understand you. and because of that I don;t understand myself. enough said
No one else deserves a lil thingy!!!!!!!!!!!! or either i forgot about you.
9. Good Luck in all you do. I look at you and see so much of myself in you. I'm so proud. You've got a long way to go. So young, yet so much character. I will always love you. I'm worried that you will have to grow up without, and that hurts. I feel for you. Know that I am always here for you.
10. You are my hero, you are the strongest person I know. You've felt more emotion in your life then can be measured. I can't stand to look in your eyes. At one time there was so much there: stories, feelings, thoughts. Now there's nothing, i look into them and their blank. It's the illness i know. Your body remains here on earth but your soul is gone. Far from my grasp. I feel at times that i've failed you.
11. I know your gone, but you live on. Mostly through your family. Just know that I invite you into my dreams. I yearn to hear your husky voice again. I long to be in your presence. So much honesty, kindness, and love in one man. Traits that are rare in men these days.
12. I've already put some stuff in here to you before. I have more. You are so lost. You have no idea of where to go or what to do. I've been your lighthouse these past few years. Now my light is fading out, and you must go on instinct and your scared. it's ok though. Cause when the storm becomes to hard. Just look really deep into your heart, and there i'll be shining just as bright as before.
13. Sometimes I just don't understand you. and because of that I don;t understand myself. enough said
No one else deserves a lil thingy!!!!!!!!!!!! or either i forgot about you.