always pissed
So here goes:
I haven't written in here in a long time, mostly 'cause I think this journal crap sucks. Lately however, I feel that this might be one of the only ways to talk about what I'm feeling.
I don't really talk to anyone anymore, but that's my fault. It's mainly due to the fact that I'm an asshole all the time. I don't really know why though... Maybe it's the stupid job that I hate. Maybe it's the fact that I don't really feel like my life is going anywhere, or maybe it's 'cause I'm beginning to take things too personally... Whenever someone jokes around, it doesn't roll off my back anymore like it used to. I get more upset than I should, and usually I just go home by myself, and do nothing. I honestly think it's time for some big life changes. Maybe some that will take me far from everything I know. Maybe that's just what I need.
I've been looking into going into the air force as a pilot for a number of reasons...
1. To be a pilot. As far back as I can remember, I've always wanted to fly, but seeing as that a commercial pilot's license privately is over $50,000, I don't think that's the way to go.
2. To get out of this stupid dead-end job that's eating away everything that I am.
3. To leave Winnipeg, and finally become independent.
Ranting sucks, and I'm wasting everybody's time(sorry) including my own, seeing as that I'm at work right now. Later.
I haven't written in here in a long time, mostly 'cause I think this journal crap sucks. Lately however, I feel that this might be one of the only ways to talk about what I'm feeling.
I don't really talk to anyone anymore, but that's my fault. It's mainly due to the fact that I'm an asshole all the time. I don't really know why though... Maybe it's the stupid job that I hate. Maybe it's the fact that I don't really feel like my life is going anywhere, or maybe it's 'cause I'm beginning to take things too personally... Whenever someone jokes around, it doesn't roll off my back anymore like it used to. I get more upset than I should, and usually I just go home by myself, and do nothing. I honestly think it's time for some big life changes. Maybe some that will take me far from everything I know. Maybe that's just what I need.
I've been looking into going into the air force as a pilot for a number of reasons...
1. To be a pilot. As far back as I can remember, I've always wanted to fly, but seeing as that a commercial pilot's license privately is over $50,000, I don't think that's the way to go.
2. To get out of this stupid dead-end job that's eating away everything that I am.
3. To leave Winnipeg, and finally become independent.
Ranting sucks, and I'm wasting everybody's time(sorry) including my own, seeing as that I'm at work right now. Later.