here we goooo.......
alright, well - im going to start posting again cuz i have a feeling someone is going to be watching. a lot of things have been going on and i find myself very lost lately. ive been trying desperately to get lor's attention but she seems very busy. i cant really hold it against her because she just moved back to japan, although i am very dissapointed i wasnt able to see her before she left - who knows when shes coming back - IF shes coming back.
i also emailed John but got no response. the last time we were in touch i was in a very bad way and wasnt very pleasant so i may have turned him off to talking to me. hopefully he'll come around, its been too long for us to lose it now.
i emailed Roger's parents requesting information on his whereabouts and got no response. i have a feeling he went back to jail for a very long time. it's probably going to be easier just to follow through with the dcse crap if he is encarcerated.
on a better note - i got a call from Justin - someone i always considered my high school sweetheart. even though it started in 7th grade and ended near the end of my freshman year. we lost touch when my mom moved me from cali to nevada. after almost 8 years he paid on one of those internet searches and found my moms #. i happened to be at my moms a few days ago when he got the nerve to call. totally weird but totally cool. unfortunately we had to put our getting-to-know-you-again conversations and a stand still while some things are figured out in both of our lives. this is just the beginning though so im not too butthurt.
ok- thats all for now. i'll write more tomorrow.
i also emailed John but got no response. the last time we were in touch i was in a very bad way and wasnt very pleasant so i may have turned him off to talking to me. hopefully he'll come around, its been too long for us to lose it now.
i emailed Roger's parents requesting information on his whereabouts and got no response. i have a feeling he went back to jail for a very long time. it's probably going to be easier just to follow through with the dcse crap if he is encarcerated.
on a better note - i got a call from Justin - someone i always considered my high school sweetheart. even though it started in 7th grade and ended near the end of my freshman year. we lost touch when my mom moved me from cali to nevada. after almost 8 years he paid on one of those internet searches and found my moms #. i happened to be at my moms a few days ago when he got the nerve to call. totally weird but totally cool. unfortunately we had to put our getting-to-know-you-again conversations and a stand still while some things are figured out in both of our lives. this is just the beginning though so im not too butthurt.
ok- thats all for now. i'll write more tomorrow.