Apr 22, 2008 00:19
I'm confused. I'm not sure whether I should grow up, or return to a more carefree mind. I've spent two years of my life in limbo. Do I think that because I wasn't trying to be something, or because I was trying to be something and didn't succeed? I'm certainly in an odd state. I feel like I am rebuilding myself, and I need to form a design.
The outside matters when you don't have friends, but if the outside matters, can't that cause you not to have friends? I don't want the outside to matter. And friends are important. True friends are really important. I miss my true friends. where the outside doesn't matter.