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so, i am an old lady. for real i am. I have too much stress and responibility for a 20 year old GIRL. (i suppose i am a woman, but i am still a kid too) It stimnks. I am pretty close to my parents, and it really affects me when they have something negative to say to me(concerning me) and when they are mad at me or dissapointed. As much as i'd like to, i can't just say, fuck'em, adn do what i wish. They want me to do everything the corroect "well, i guess socially correct) and proper way. it just sucks, it is a situation i cannot win. ever. fuck. oh well. it could be worse, i could be an orphan, or have no legs, or some weird shit like that. who knows. i think it will get etter some time.