so i can't sleep...
because i had an iced tea at dinner (yea, i'm stupid) and i can't stop thinking about how much i passed up an opportunity to get action. i didn't get to see matt, i felt totally alienated by taylor's guy friends, annnnnnd i didn't kiss someone i should have. for the first time in my life, i didn't take a risk.
james is moving tomorrow and i finally realize that i do like that kid and i'm going to miss him and worry about him.
buster johnson, one of the maintenance guys from way back at chandler, died last week.
and i have auditions tomorrow.
and i have a craving for chinese food. maybe i should order some. and waste money. haha or not. but i do think i'll eat.
i'm talking to pat right now. so wierd. we both can't sleep.
anyway. off to do sleep inducing things.
p.s i want....satisfaction
james is moving tomorrow and i finally realize that i do like that kid and i'm going to miss him and worry about him.
buster johnson, one of the maintenance guys from way back at chandler, died last week.
and i have auditions tomorrow.
and i have a craving for chinese food. maybe i should order some. and waste money. haha or not. but i do think i'll eat.
i'm talking to pat right now. so wierd. we both can't sleep.
anyway. off to do sleep inducing things.
p.s i want....satisfaction