today is a rainy day. and i am loving it

Oct 18, 2005 20:15

my dearest live journal, you have been replaced by myspace. that's ok, i hate myspace. i'm way cooler than that and just don't have one.

it's so beautiful outside. it's one of the first rains of the year, and it scares me to think i won't be here next year to see the first rain. this is the last pumpkin i will carve in this house.

i'm being recruited. that's pretty sweet, i'm heading out to cornell this weekend and i'm in dialogue with harvard. it feels good to have an ivy want me, i can't lie. but i'm scared of them... what if i'm not good enough??

life is stressful but beautiful. i love being single, it's like being in a relationship with yourself. that sounds freaking weird but it's true... instead of striving to know other people better, i'm learning about myself. it's a cool process.

on a different note, we lost Lad Wilsey on 9/28/05, shannon's dad and a dear friend. he told me to "live in color" and i hope i can live up to that. i will miss him dearly.

by the way don't ever take Nature Nexus. it's way less hippie and more intense than i thought it would be.
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