Dec 16, 2004 20:42
ah...spiced up the journal thanx to carrie!
now maybe i can have some motivation to start updating more.
everything is just blah lately. no sleep really. cant stop coughing, i might need a chest xray...yes. go ahead. please all say at once "then why dont u stop smoking" good question. next ask "why does a bear shit in the woods?" assholes.
today during work it was sad. i heard these 2 ladies talking about a friend of theirs who had cancer of the liver, lung, and colon. she said the person was already at stage four and they didnt have any hope. it was depressing. only made me think about everything more.
did i mention i hate my house at christmas?
i called my house today to ask my mom a question and my dad picked up and i think he was crying.
hm. i wonder what about.
assholes.
i cant wait to give everyone their gifts. im excited.
i should be studying right now. but i say FUCK THAT.
i have to read fucking grendel this whole week. shoot me now.
please.
i did my self analysis. wasnt happy with it though. i couldnt mention all the things i wanted to in there. mother fuckers.
goodnight assholes.