Oct 13, 2004 20:57
havent updated in a long time. wonder why.
so much bullshit going on i cant even put it all down.
there are some things i would like to write, but i wont.
lets put everything in a nut shell:
i feel like absolutely no one understands me. everyone has their own issues right now and are only seeking help from the friends that have issues of their own too. i hate my parents. i hate money. i hate senior year. i hate anatomy. i want my applications filled out. i want to get into rutgers and neumann. i hope i did well on SATs. it seems like everyone has their period. i feel bad for my friends who are going through a lot too, but i cant do anything about it. talking about friends. i wish i knew who some of them were. relationships? funny question. lighting an old flame. dont know if it will blow out again. do i look like an asshole? sure. why not? people voting me for class clown so i hear? funny... started smoking more often? shocker. i hate verchios. i want the crew to go back to how we were over the summer. i miss them so much.
i rarely complain about my life, but i needed to get that out. im sorry. im pathedic. call me a mother fuckin complainer, a hypocrite, a weak insecure person, fake...WHATEVER U'D LIKE.
maybe typical twp high schooler fits me best?
i cant even write about details.
im so confused about everything. whos not huh? im not acting like i have sum special case of shittyness. im not special. fuck that.
im a typical twp high schooler.
hello. this is sol. sol rosenburg.