Happy What?

[flyawaysohigh]

I hate my mom. And I don't have the guts to stand up to her. Jeremy is right. She is going to destroy my summer and it's going to be my fault. I'm ruining alot of peoples lives because of all of this. I never though in a million years I would be going through this. I talk so much shit about my mom behind her back, and then when I get home from being gone somewhere and she's completley wasted and she yells at me nonstop, I sit there and take it. I haven't hung out with Jon in a long time, and I miss hanging out with him. Happy 4th. I'm sure it will be better then mine.

"Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen? It's ink that lies,
The pen, the page, the paper
I live, I learn
You will always take what I have earned
And so aid my end while I believe I'm winning