fuck my home life..
yesterday was an ok day..school was okay i guess...still didnt feel good but whutever..then after school jeanie came home with me and we chilled then drew and geiger came over and i gave drew his suprise! lol i bought him a ticket to go see fall out boy march 13 :) and you guys should have seen his face..lol it was the cutest thing ever!! so they stayed for abit but then i had to kick them out cuz im grounded :/ so jeanie and i hung out at my house and just had a friggen blast lol we talked and everything and then at 6 my dad picked us up for youth group...saw everyone, robert, timmy, jake, jake, shelby, cristin, jodi, nick, brandon, aaron, chase everybody lol and then while we were watching this movie at church i fell asleep! lol jake was like ashley?? lol im like huh/..sorry i dont feel good lol then i stayed awake..then after youth group we talked about the mission trip to mexico we might be taking this summer..which i really hope we do! that be soo much fun! but anyays...after youth group i came home and got bitched at once again...
....cried myself to sleep for the second niight..eh..
woke up this morning got bitched at again for not feeling good then my dad told me i was going to school because i missed wednesday and i cant miss anymore woek but i told him he was mean..and h felt bad..lol so he just let me stay home...im sick of being sick and feeling like this...its so damn depressing..eh..so yea now im here...bord as shit...and oh yea did i mention grounded...yupp for my fucking grades from last marking period...and its not like i can change the bad ones but i told my dad i would have A's and B's but im still grunded until this upcomming tuesday...so im just hoping my dad will allow drew to stop over for abit sometime this weekend cuz i already miss him..and if not..then im just gonna go crazy...but alright pop-ups are starting to piss me off..
oh and i dont have my cell..my dad has it..so DONT.call it..
**Drew i hope everything gets better with you and the friends situation...if you need anything..im here for you i <3 you**
......i hate my life at home.....
arguments are starting back up between dad and angie....shits going down again...im feeling depressed because of being at home so damn much abd being surrounded by it..