In the simplest terms
For anyone that hasn't seen my away message for the past few days--
24 starts in 4 days!!!!!! Jack's back.
As for me, I'm just waiting. Slightly less lonely than usual. Having weird reactions to food. Don't know when I'll be home next (yes!). Less stressed than during a normal semester. Not failing math. Reading---insert drool here. I don't know why people say you make so many friends during winter session. Need to find a job but sleep schedule won't allow it. Internal struggle. Weird blood vessel in my eye that calms down during the day and flares up by morning. Can't sleep. Watching more tv than I have in a long time. Reading David's script--it's good. Wondering what to get my mother for her birthday and if I should come home and surprise her. Waiting for my Mark-scarf to be done. My room is wayyyyyy too hot. When they turn on the heaters, they really turn them on. Don't think I can go to math today--there goes all my hope of a perfect attendence record. Another thing not to tell the parents. Slightly anxious about spring schedule and making sure I have everything I need. Oh, and I have to decide what to do with my life. As in this minute. Maybe I will go home for my mom's birthday--a thoughtful and cheap present, as long as I can find a ride. Hmm. I need a real hobby; icon collecting and organizing is turning into an obsession. Maybe I should get involved with Hillel, just to meet some people. And to have someone(s) to celebrate Purim with. But they seem a bit too clique-y Jewish to me. Oh well--I suppose I was a clique too. So jealous of Melissa and Mom going on the RAC trip. I wish I could re-draft my life--there are some changes I'd like to make. Sleepy yet full of energy. I am such a dichotomy. The theme of my life.
I hate ending these things so I guess I'll just have to stop in my tracks because there's nothing more I can think of. So there's the update--rather cryptic I suppose but you should be able to understand it. By the way--Codex sucked. Don't waste your time on it.