I Have to Breathe, You Can't Take That From Me
I love the weekends anymore. They are always filled with field service and friends. My life has not been boring to say the least. I can only thank Jehovah for the friends that I have and have made over the course of a year. I can honestly say that god does answer prayers cause he has answered mine, even though it did take a while but, regardless it was answered and now I have so many friends that I can barely keep up with most of them. Which reminds me that I need to call a couple to see how they're doing and see if I can hook up with them soon.
Yesterday, I hung out with Danielle, Julie, Sydney along with Aaron at his house. I sent Aaron a poem that I wrote and he turned it into a song. He did a great job and I was really impressed what he done with it in a course of a half an hour. So, we recorded it. But, I really have a fear of singing in front of people. I don't think I'm a great singer. Actually, I know I am not. But, ya know I tried to combat being shy but it just didn't work. So, Aaron decided to hide me behind the treadmill and I actually felt way more comfortable that way. I know my friends were probably thinking I was being ridiculous but that is one thing that I hate doing. Singing in front of people. I immediately freeze and tense up and I can't stand being the object of attention so I really couldn't be myself per say. Even though I was really proud of myself during Cranium cause I really let loose. I think at that point I just didn't care. But, that's how I need to be. Its hard to get me out of my shell sometimes though. And I don't purposely try to stay separate from the crowed but, its just how I am. I know I can be a goof ball with no problem its just I have to feel comfortable. A lot of times I don't.
Its final, I'm in love with Dear and the Headlights and the singer Ian Metzger's voice. Everyone you should check them out.
Tomorrow I am going out in service with Carney's Point. 7-3 I believe. So, should be fun and interesting. And, this coming Saturday BAMBOOZLE! I still have to get in touch with Chloe to see if she will still be able to go. Can't wait, I want this week to go by very fast. And also be enjoyable at the same time.
Have a good day! :)
Yesterday, I hung out with Danielle, Julie, Sydney along with Aaron at his house. I sent Aaron a poem that I wrote and he turned it into a song. He did a great job and I was really impressed what he done with it in a course of a half an hour. So, we recorded it. But, I really have a fear of singing in front of people. I don't think I'm a great singer. Actually, I know I am not. But, ya know I tried to combat being shy but it just didn't work. So, Aaron decided to hide me behind the treadmill and I actually felt way more comfortable that way. I know my friends were probably thinking I was being ridiculous but that is one thing that I hate doing. Singing in front of people. I immediately freeze and tense up and I can't stand being the object of attention so I really couldn't be myself per say. Even though I was really proud of myself during Cranium cause I really let loose. I think at that point I just didn't care. But, that's how I need to be. Its hard to get me out of my shell sometimes though. And I don't purposely try to stay separate from the crowed but, its just how I am. I know I can be a goof ball with no problem its just I have to feel comfortable. A lot of times I don't.
Its final, I'm in love with Dear and the Headlights and the singer Ian Metzger's voice. Everyone you should check them out.
Tomorrow I am going out in service with Carney's Point. 7-3 I believe. So, should be fun and interesting. And, this coming Saturday BAMBOOZLE! I still have to get in touch with Chloe to see if she will still be able to go. Can't wait, I want this week to go by very fast. And also be enjoyable at the same time.
Have a good day! :)