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i have just had the worst night of my life. samantha f-ed up my credit and whatever i cant even go over this i am so terribly upset right now. Samantha is moving out....i was going to kick her out but she beat me to it..which is fine....we arent friends anymore. Samantha Crawford and Lauren Kight best friends for 10 years just arent. all because of fucking money. we should have never moved in together i knew it wouldnt work we were too differnt but too alike at the same time and it didnt work...she said i treated her like her mom, but im sorry that she never paid anything on time...sure its ok to do that when everything isnt under your name...she hasnt paid her phone bill which is under my name since we moved in last October, and never told me about it.
i dont give a fuck...im losing my best friend, my only friend, my sister, more than my sister...myself. us not being friends is like Abbot without Costello. I got a new apartment a one bedroom with a den..i hope i can afford it. i would give anything to take this all back and not have asked her to move in with me. i cant even think straight. i cant get my mind to focus and say what i want...i have to fucking pack....for camping..i dont want to go camping i just want to lay in bed all day all weekend...michael wasnt a big help which was kind of even more disapointing...ill probably end up...nevermind...
on lighter news i got a new puppy....well not yet, but she will be ready feb 28th...its another mini poodle like Indie except brown...im going to name her "Oh my Darnlin' Clementine" or "Ruby, Don't Take Your Love to Town"...I am really leaning toward Clementine.....votes?
there is no way im sleeping tonight inless i drink myself to sleep
goodnight everyone
i dont give a fuck...im losing my best friend, my only friend, my sister, more than my sister...myself. us not being friends is like Abbot without Costello. I got a new apartment a one bedroom with a den..i hope i can afford it. i would give anything to take this all back and not have asked her to move in with me. i cant even think straight. i cant get my mind to focus and say what i want...i have to fucking pack....for camping..i dont want to go camping i just want to lay in bed all day all weekend...michael wasnt a big help which was kind of even more disapointing...ill probably end up...nevermind...
on lighter news i got a new puppy....well not yet, but she will be ready feb 28th...its another mini poodle like Indie except brown...im going to name her "Oh my Darnlin' Clementine" or "Ruby, Don't Take Your Love to Town"...I am really leaning toward Clementine.....votes?
there is no way im sleeping tonight inless i drink myself to sleep
goodnight everyone