Bored.
Its funny on how you could fall for a certain somebody and all the feelings of butterflies and wozzies. It it just wonderful. And then the person feels mutual. Then you guys start dating and everything just feels right. It fits together. You smile at almost anything because guess what you are IN LOVE. You then begin to laugh out loud and daydream out of nowhere. Everything is like a summer's night. But then there is always winter that comes and rains over the joy the happiness. And then you feel that you have to drift on. Drift somewhere far, somewhere safe.
You could not handle the bad because you are afraid. You are deeply afraid of love. Then you cannot hold on to the one. You let go. Then you begin to hope to find another person with perfect qualities. You search and seach. And then BOOM! It happens. You see her or him from afar and you begin to shake and begin to be afraid. Afraid of what? Being hurt of course. Afraid that when you do meet this person that you find is perfect for you and then you end up finding out she or he has the smallest flaws,so small that you see them as a giant. Then you are again once alone.
There no such thing as being with a perfect person. You come to see the imperfect of a person perfectly. There is reasons in why most of us are alone, its not the way you look or the way you smile, its the way you see a certain person. You tend to see a person on the way they dress or the way their hair is. You learn to not see a person by looks but by more in what a person has. You see the person as a soul mate, someone you can spend all night talking to and then the next morning not feel tired or weak. A person where out of no where can make you be happy.
You come to love a person by the way you can speak to them; by the way you both just unite. By the way you see this person in your dreams, the real person. Not the make up, not the body, but by the heart. The heart makes us real. Makes us human. The heart can fall for just about anyone. Any gender any race any human being. We cannot stop the heart just as much as we cant stop the sun rising.
If you find that special person that makes your heart beat fast and makes you sweat, keep that one. Because deep inside of you that certain somebody owns half of your heart.
*I loved you today, I love you tomorrow. Till I met you there was no sun.
Thank you for being a friend and making realize the eye of love. Thank you angel face.
You could not handle the bad because you are afraid. You are deeply afraid of love. Then you cannot hold on to the one. You let go. Then you begin to hope to find another person with perfect qualities. You search and seach. And then BOOM! It happens. You see her or him from afar and you begin to shake and begin to be afraid. Afraid of what? Being hurt of course. Afraid that when you do meet this person that you find is perfect for you and then you end up finding out she or he has the smallest flaws,so small that you see them as a giant. Then you are again once alone.
There no such thing as being with a perfect person. You come to see the imperfect of a person perfectly. There is reasons in why most of us are alone, its not the way you look or the way you smile, its the way you see a certain person. You tend to see a person on the way they dress or the way their hair is. You learn to not see a person by looks but by more in what a person has. You see the person as a soul mate, someone you can spend all night talking to and then the next morning not feel tired or weak. A person where out of no where can make you be happy.
You come to love a person by the way you can speak to them; by the way you both just unite. By the way you see this person in your dreams, the real person. Not the make up, not the body, but by the heart. The heart makes us real. Makes us human. The heart can fall for just about anyone. Any gender any race any human being. We cannot stop the heart just as much as we cant stop the sun rising.
If you find that special person that makes your heart beat fast and makes you sweat, keep that one. Because deep inside of you that certain somebody owns half of your heart.
*I loved you today, I love you tomorrow. Till I met you there was no sun.
Thank you for being a friend and making realize the eye of love. Thank you angel face.