Aug 28, 2004 15:55
Just yesterday…
I get up and I see you. I kiss you on the cheek. I smile and think to myself how lucky I am. I get up. I go take a shower. I try to wash the bad away from me. I change into the pants and shirt I grab last night. I go and make me an egg. I hear you get up. I slip out before you can see me. I rush into the car. See you thru the window open up the letter I had written you. I jet off before you can catch me. I look to my rear view window and I see us. We are smiling, hugging, and grasping the sunshine. I turn away and look at the road. I am leaving you. Leaving us. I need to go on a search. I cannot stand to be where I was. I cannot stand to hold you anymore. I have to keep on searching.
Seven hours later…
I arrive at my destination. I get out of the truck. I see this girl. The sun is just shining on the girl. The way the girl moved, so lightly, so beautiful. She felt the sun hit her as if it never hit her before. She looked up at the sky and it seem to me that she was looking up for the very first time. For the very first time I felt like I belong. Like I finally found my place. I rush to go and hug her. She opens up her arms wide enough to fit the world. She is my home. She is my dream. She is the one that will love me for the whole life. I look into her eyes and I saw my reflection. I then saw her and I. I grab her arm, felt her breast upon my chest. The scent of her hair smelt of cheap shampoo. She blew into my ear and I felt very safe. I left my life for her. I left everything for her. I never felt any happier then what I feel now. I am now living my dreams. Living the life I shall live forever.
**I lost my life for you
I lost the world I knew for you
I am now yours forever and you are mine forever
We have nothing but our love
If I had to do this all over, I will do it in a second**